January 2011
93 posts
I don’t deserve this. I’m so terrified. I can’t believe any of this.
“You have to get tested.” I can’t even, I don’t know any more. I just want to die. It’s all falling apart, piece by piece.
Without a doubt, this is the biggest betrayal of my life. I feel so numb and empty and alone. Our whole relationship was a lie. You motherfucker. How do you live with yourself.
December 2010
161 posts
Dead.
I keep thinking about your hands on her body. I keep thinking about you touching her. You inside her. How could you? How could you do this to me? I could have been your everything. I really could have. I made you smile, and laugh. I bought you presents and rubbed your back. We didn’t have to have sex to be satisfied. I gained so much pleasure just lying in your arms. But we did, we did have...
You are disgusting. I can’t believe you had sex with somebody else. It is so disgusting.
I can't believe you.
You had sex with somebody else.
All I have to say is fuck you.
How do you move on from someone?
Do you ever?
Day five of the heartbreak trails
It hurts. I woke up feeling sick and alone.
It’s hard.
I just need to surround myself with people.
Day four of the heartbreak trials.
If anybody says it gets better quickly, wrong. It’s day four, excluding the day we broke up, and I am still trying to fight the urge to cry all day long and wish death upon myself. Yup.
Day two was the worst. I bawled all day, wanted to throw up all day, even though I was with some of my familia who I’ve missed so dearly. I still bawled.
I have no doubt I am going through a...
Sorry for my absence.
I’ve been incredibly depressed.
Haven’t eaten, I don’t have an appetite for anything. Not even tumblr. Weird huh? I don’t wan tot do anything but sleep and cry my eyes out.
I should write a book on dealing with break ups.
or not.
I'm lost.
My heart hurts.
I hate mood swings,
one minute you’re like:
and the next you’re like:
and suddenly you just want to punch a bitch:
all the time.
This is my wishlist to Santa;
an xbox 360 and movies of all kinds so I got increase my rotting at home rate.
chocolate turtles….MMMMMMMMM BABY :)
shoes that don’t absorb rain -___________-
some sun for once.
for people to not be so judgemental.
for the following texts to be illegal:
k.
lol.
yeah.
3 years old - “mommy, i love you” 13 years old - “WHATEVER MOM !” 16 years old - “Mom is so damn annoying” 18 years old - “i wanna leave this house!” 25 years old - “Mom, you were right” 30 years old - “i wanna be with my mom again” 50 years old - “i dont want to lose my mom” 70 years old - “i would give up everything for my mom to be here with me”
We only have 1 Mom. Reblog this if you...
There was something different about my...
Nobody said, “Oh, he’s a player” “He’s a bad guy” Nobody discouraged me. Everybody encouraged me saying what a great great great perfect guy he was. Everybody said I was so so so lucky. Girls asked, “How’d you get him to notice you?” in that snotty way.
It was different.
THE GLORIOUS MOMENT WHEN YOU'RE CUTTING WRAPPING...
monsterr:
I can’t even. I don’t even know.
What the hell are you doing? Do you care more about your ego than out relationship? You just ruined it, thank you. So what if a guy is texting me? I FREAKING LOVE YOU MORE THAN ANYTHING. DON’T YOU REALIZE HOW GOOD OUR RELATIONSHIP IS GOING? How could you just ruin it over this small thing? You blew it out of proportion and I tried to make it...
I love being able to dress up for something.
When I'm in the car and a sad song comes on the...
bigballbubblehead:
san-ah asked: Are you cute?
-Anon
-Anon
